Paintbox sea

So maybe I couldn't read you because I was clouded by what I'd like
for you to be.

Because through your mask I saw you and swore we were alike.

In trying to find common ground between us I've come to admire our
differences.

To know everyone in the world would surely be a gift from God himself.

Sent from my ipeezie

Winters.

So do you like what you see in me?

What do you see in me?
Do you see me jump for your attention?
Re-arrange my life on your maybe?
Or see my desperation?

What do you see...
When I make fun of you even though I thought it was cute?
When I loose myself in dreams on the phone to you and snap back mumbling?
Or do you see immature?

Because when I look at me,
I see a man who just took a different route
For years I used a mask, I think I lost myself in that mask
But I think I found a way out.
Wisdom comes with winters.

Recoil

I see her recoil at my touch yet she lets me fuck her while I guess she dreams of caramel covered six pack thumping on her butt.

Burning the late night candle

Sept14

They constantly underestimate me,
Say they like my shit but I sense they doubt my swagger.
That shit’s just food for thought cuz I live my dream and that shit's just the trailer!
Coming soon…
mBn

blah!

Blah Blah Blah... need to make some new friends in London in the last few weeks I have. This hanging out alone all the time is not good for the mine.

LGs

The romantic raindrop delivered the storm.
LostGods.org - coming in a while!!!

Deliberate

I strive to be slow and deliberate.
Lostgods.org - coming soon!

mBn

D'

D'Angelo should be a religion, I was sleeping on that Vegas, check
out : "Yoda The Monarch Of Neo-Soul"

mBn.

Residues

So maybe we met at sunset ave but I saw you that sunset.
Dawn rises with residues of yesteryear; every deep breath takes me into new realms of possible outcomes. To give up so much for elusively shy possibilities of…
I stay with me.

Whish You Where Here

Pink Floyd is the SHIT!

So I think and dream too damn much. The problem is when things seem like they are going slightly wrong, I tend to go into some sort of mental military zone. I get focused on something(99% of the time it's work) and I work my heart out at it. I think as long as I believe and live the dream it is true. I just need to convince my bank statement of that FACT! and never forget to KEEP GROWING as a person.

So I started like 2 days ago and so far so good.

I leave you with these wise words from 'Wish you were here'

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have you found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

Big Roads

So…

It’s been a long minute over here. Life in LA is about to end. Well at least phase one of it. It’s easily been the best decision of my life to come here and I learnt way more than I thought I ever could. It’s all very confusing now going back to life as it was before LA. I’m now at this crossroad…. HUGE crossroad.

Hey did I tell you guys I had a Philly cheese stake sandwich from ‘Gino’s’ in Philly? Legendary stuff, should be on everyone’s list, best after a drunken club night :o) – that message was approved by the ‘Tofu Official Founders Unify” - TOFU :oP

On a more serious note I’m about to be very broke for a brief but painful period. All I really plan to do when I get back to London anyway is to work, drink, smoke, party and sleep. So that shouldn’t cost much :o) I think. My apartment will consist of a BIG tv, A nice Espresso maker, AWESOME stereo, a couch or seating area of some sort, a computer table in the next room, a big LCD screen, some more speakers in there. The bedroom will have a bed, a mirror, and speakers of some sort. There will be soap, cologne (I’m into ‘Gucci’ by Gucci – right now :o). I’ll probably need some incense too :o)

“So I see her in everything and Her… I always see her, It’s … interesting.”

And why does MTV have a show called ‘Bromance’ I mean really!!!!.

Anywayzz
Gotta get back to work.








Peace!