I need time!

Ok so I'm not very good with this blogging thing as we've probably established but it should get much better now I have Internet on my phone, so I now have an excuse for bad grammer and spelling mistakes.

So it all pretty much the same over here, schools going along as usually learning quite a bit and loving every second. Gonna also stop freelancing for a while as it beginning to interfere with my school work and life in general. I'm just getting way too stressed at the moment.

As for the females of the gender I guess its good. I have a pretty weird relationship with Elle but for the most part I love her as a friend and we're getting along pretty well if I ignore certain character conflicts. Smiles... ok this could get too long so I won't bore u with details. We're pretty cool right now in a good place just trying to get a feel for how things r going.

Tigs has been counselling me on that, gotta put her words into action right now. Although not sure if I even wanna go there anymore!

Peas&love

Side Notes

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It's a thankless job. You bear your soul, pour your heart, give up your bed but u know you'll get nothing at least of substance in return.

It's possible to find comfort in depression. It's safe, you're at the button of the barrel, the floor is firm and comforting. Happiness at it's best is short lived and floats down aimlessly deflated with folly.

No I'll settle for right here, right now, both feet on the ground, butt, hands and head on the comforting earth. Safe in the knowledge that only the earth can now swallow my soul.

Ultimately I wait for a reason to float, excitedly, giddy with the sheer thought of knowing we have something and await which direction destiny will guide us.